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“WHAT HURTS THE MOST IS MISSING THE PERSON SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO YOU…”
I could write a million words about the million things that I love about you, I could sing a thousand songs to let you know how I feel about you, I could break my heart a hundred times over being close to you and never being close enough. All of this doesn’t even matter when you won’t even look at me that way.
The hardest decisions are always the ones that are easier said than done. When I came to realize that I’d just be hurting my heart over and over loving you like I do, I then decided to get over you. And in time, I found that my heart just doesn’t want to forget.
I never intended to fall as hard as I have. I never wanted to love you as long as this.
I never meant to say I had moved on
When I never really did.
It hurt to see you believe me so well, that after all was said and done I would already move on. Every look, every hug, every word you say to me keeps me stuck in this place and I see you moving farther.
You make it hard for me to stay close without getting hurt and harder to move away without getting hurt. Sometimes I even wonder if you’ll notice, because it hurts to keep half of me from everyone else and not have anyone care.
It’s plain as day, I see that this is something I could never have.
No matter how I hope that maybe someday you’d realize,
I can’t help but think maybe someday you’d find the right girl,
And it wouldn’t be me.
Hollowed is the mind haunted with thoughts like these, knowing you could never want something like this. Fact is, I will never be more than a friend and that hurts twice as much as it comforts me.
Like a knife cutting through me, then needle and thread sewing me up. It hurts like hell, but I know that I would heal, albeit the scars will always remind me of how deep the cut went.
I don’t see why you hesitate to fall in love, when you unknowingly make its so easy to fall for you.
I would never begrudge you happiness, and I would...